Saturday, March 21, 2009

Watch Dancing With The Stars

I love watching DANCING WITH THE STARS. I can't wait to see who will be the winner. And I think Steve will be the next one to leave. He seemed to try his best. But his best may not be enough. it's worth the experience though. Shawn, is the youngest contestant, she has the advantage of being a gymnast and dancing background.Will Belinda impress the judges with her rock moves? Denise has yet to polish her moves but she sure is one of the less shy contestants being so used in front of the camera. Melissa was ditched by Jason Of The Bachelor. I hope she won't be eliminated soon. We can never tell who will win, for now I don't have a favorite yet. Till the next episode.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Mama's Birthday

Today is a very special day. The most important woman in my life is celebrating her 61st birthday. I'll bake her a cake. Prepare all her favorite food. Organize a party for her. Bring family and relatives together, her friends too. It'll be a blast. And as a surprise gift for her, we'll travel around Europe and Asia. We both love to eat, read, stroll and just talk about anything and laugh. Girls having fun, mother and daughter bonding together.

Unfortunately, all of that were wishful thinking. You see, she passed away for almost 4 years now. I missed her so bad. 4 years seemed like eternity. I wouldn't feel her embraces and warmth, see her lovable smile, hear her comforting voice when I'm down. My best friend and idol was gone. Only the memories remains.

Mama, I love you so much. I pray and wish you're happy and at peace wherever you are now. And I know deep down, you've gone home and is now with our Maker.

Friday, March 13, 2009

AMBER DUBOIS...the missing kid

Barely fifteen minutes ago I browsed cbs8.com for the update of AMBER DUBOIS. She was missing without a trace since February 13. Witnessed last saw Amber at around 7am, walking 2 blocks north of Escondido High School. You can see AMBER ALERT signs anywhere in Escondido. One can't help getting paranoid and scared. Especially mothers who has daughters. Mothers or parents would do everything they can to protect their child. I can understand the anguish and sorrow the parents of Amber are feeling right now. I should know, I am a mother too. The thought of a child being scared, tortured and simply being in a hand of a bad guy is too much to bear. Away from the safe loving arms of their parents. Nobody could say when a missing child will appear in your front door knocking or if they would ever return.

My heart goes out to the family of Amber. May you be safe and be with your family soon. And to the person/persons who took her, may you have a change of heart and return her to her family. Think if it's your love one who is being taken what would you feel?

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

A Mother and A Wife

2 months had fly so fast after giving birth last December. It's been a roller coaster ride. Suddenly, I can't find time writing my blog nor do my most fave thing to do, reading. Before I knew it, I am too exhausted to do other things aside from feeding and changing Janna's diapers. I would give an arm to get that precious sleep. It's not that I'm complaining. Motherhood is the best thing that could ever happen to a woman. Seeing my daughter smile at me and cooing erases the weariness of my soul and physical exhaustion. Now I know what my purpose is. To guide this precious child as she grows. The unseen bond of mother and daughter is irreplaceable and immeasurable. A mother would sacrifice all for a child. As time passes, things gets better. I really am looking forward to the coming months where I can enjoy Janna's company more and more.

On the other hand, going to the groceries, fetching our nephews and niece at school has become very important to my husband and me. This is the time that we can be alone, just the two of us.This has become our quality time, our happy time . Holding hands, toes touching, and looking at each others' eyes makes my heart flutter while our daughter is soundly sleeping between us.

Marriage need not be stressful and dull. It's a matter of how you look at things. Even in negative things one can see positively and be optimistic at things. And mind you, in-laws that understands helps. Being a mother is as important as being a wife. Time management is the key.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

My Birth Experience

The past 9 months was like a roller coaster ride. Monthly check - ups with the gynecologist, not to mention the weekly check - ups on the 9th month, watchful diet consisting of mostly fruits and vegetables, milk and prenatal vitamins, and my daily exercise ( walking ). Both my CNM (certified nurse midwife) and doctor told me time and again that I am in the low risk pregnancy and about to give birth normally. Recently I've given birth to a healthy baby girl named Janna Gillyn.

Dec. 05 is an unforgettable date. This is supposedly the debut of my niece. Around 1:00 p.m. I had spotting, my sister-in-law told me it is time to go to the hospital. My husband and I rushed to the hospital which is barely 2 minutes drive. After the usual routine the nurse informed me I am only 3 cm dilated and have to go home. Around 8:00 p.m. the pain worsens so we called and informed the hospital, the thing is, this time there's no vacant room available so we have no choice but to go to the main Kaiser Hospital which is an hour drive from home. The pain was unexplainable. I was squeezing my sister-in-law's hands so hard with every contraction, I could almost feel it breaking. Around 10:00 p.m. the contractions came every 5 minutes and I was 5 cm dilated. Actual labor lasted more than 2 hours.I was given Epidural and somehow the pain subsided and I could only feel pressure now. I tried pushing so hard and i was wondering why the baby won't come out. it was then when the attending physician informed me the baby was faced up instead of face down. If I tried pushing longer it would cause fetal distressed so they need to do a caesarean delivery. At that time I was exhausted and more concern with the baby so I said do whatever is best. They transferred me to OR and at 2:56 a.m. of Dec. 06, I've given birth to a healthy baby girl. My husband was with me all the time and witnessed it all.

I guess, it made him appreciate motherhood in general. Elderly were right. You have repay your own parents once you become a parent yourself. Being a mom myself now made me quits with what I owe my own mom. My husband and I are starting with the journey of parenthood and sleepless nights is just the beginning.

Monday, September 29, 2008

My Carpal Tunnel Syndrome

Pregnancy is one of the best thing that can ever happen to a woman. That's exactly what I feel. I feel euphoric and relieved that I am not sterile ( my husband and I was trying for years to conceive). With pregnancy comes a series of symptoms and effects. I was lucky I never felt morning sickness and my clinician told me based on my battery of tests that I am at the level of low risk pregnancy. The thing is...I am suffering from carpal tunnel syndrome. I encountered the word during my college days, but never imagined it to befall me.

Carpal tunnel happens when the median nerve, which runs from the forearm into the hand, becomes pressed or squeezed at the wrist. The median nerve controls sensations to the palm side of the thumb and fingers (although not the little finger), as well as impulses to some small muscles in the hand that allow the fingers and thumb to move. The carpal tunnel - a narrow, rigid passageway of ligament and bones at the base of the hand - houses the median nerve and tendons. Sometimes, thickening from irritated tendons or other swelling narrows the tunnel and causes the median nerve to be compressed. The result may be pain, weakness, or numbness in the hand and wrist, radiating up the arm.

Women could suffer carpal tunnel than man because women has smaller carpal tunnel. A lot of factors contribute to carpal tunnel. Some of these are hypothyroidism, work stress, rheumatoid arthritis or like my case, due to water retention because of pregnancy.

I started feeling pain and numbness down from my fingers up to my arms when I was in my 4th month of pregnancy. I couldn't sleep straight at night. I tend to woke up and shake my hands because of intense pain, and numbness. The pain would start from my fingers especially ny middle and ring fingers and would radiate to my elbow part. At times I cry. At first I dismissed what I'm feeling from my mind and say it'll go away. 2 weeks later, I eventually got an appointment with our primary physician and after some questions and tests he gave me a wrist support to wear during bedtime. That's a relief, I'm telling you. And more good news, he added it'll eventually disappear after I give birth. The bad news, I'm one of those few who suffer this during pregnancy. By the way, both hands are affected. And every time I wear those wrist support, My brother in law thinks I'm going to combat.

I slept better at night after that. I'm on my 7th month now, and recently, I noticed pain below my thumb that wasn't there before. I guess, It is due to more water retention and am praying it won't worsen.

Pregnancy certainly has it's ups and downs but the ups outweighs the downs. Simply looking forward to the birth of our "Janna" makes it all worthwhile.

Friday, August 29, 2008

WHoaaa! What Stress?

I was out for a while. The reason was, my life turned a 360 degrees turn from my so called comfort zone. Since the arrival of my sister-in-law and her 5 children from the Phils. last June, things weren't the same anymore. I found myself dropping and picking 5 kids from different schools with about 15 minutes interval in between. What more my sis-in-law had a bout with depression.Everyone in the family tried everything to help her out. It can be stressing you know. So, in a way, my husband and I became the " substitute parents" so to speak. I had to juggle the time, add to the fact that I, myself attend classes in the morning. Things were up to my throat, but I missed blogging a lot. And I almost forgot to mention I'm in my 2nd trimester of pregnancy.
I guess, others have the same predicament as I have, or worst. One thing I realized though, never lose the sense of ME TIME...A time for oneself even for a brief 5 mins. to Taking time to smell the flowers, admiring a scenery,shopping, reading, talking to friends...the list is endless. It's one way of coping with stress and keeping the sanity intact. The highlight of all is looking forward to the birth of our daughter on December. This makes it all bearable. After all, life will never be complete without it's ups and downs.

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